I constantly feel like crying, without success, and I don't know why. I'm sad, but I can't pinpoint a reason. Am I disappointed in myself lately? Am I scared of my future? Am I afraid of being alone? I can't decide. But I wish it would stop. Every song, every TV show, every word, it just makes me tear up and feel the need to start sobbing uncontrollably.
I'm not, don't worry. I haven't cried in quite some time again. I go months these days and then I finally let go; it's like a dam bursting open.
I have a meeting with a professor tonight to discuss my future. Maybe that will help. I hope it will help.
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