Sick.

I've been feeling thoroughly horrible the last few day. I'm all snidely and congested. On top of that, my stomach hurts horribly. I feel so sick.

I'm used to feeling nauseous. If I'm nervous, if I'm happy, if I'm scared, if I'm slipping, but this is different. I'm trying to be healthy and good and here I am, unable to eat without gross consequences. I really hate being sick. It always gives me sick hope. It messes with my mind and makes me want to not do anything. It's driving me insane.